Wednesday, September 01, 2004
9:04 AM
hmm..helloZ~!!hahaz..hmm..let mi start from monday ba..monday a maths n ss paper..i think a maths paper this time rnd not very diff la..then ss..i scared leh..coz i dun have realli enough time to elaborate on a lot of things..though i did do an analysis..dunno can get to l4-10 marks or not..or else write analysis also no use..then after ss paper..hehez..went to j8 mos..actualli wanted to go to amk mos de..but we all(mi bf n zoe)missed the 22 bus..waited for like 45 mins..then another 53 bus came..then rmb j8 also got mos..so go j8..hehez..pai seh..they all tat time very hungry..mi not very hungry..they all dying to eat..can simply eat in s-11..but i sorta persuaded them not to??hehez..sorri la..time has yet proven again..im a super stubborn gal..ahhaz..coz i was thinking since decided to wait le..mite as well juz wait..or else later at s-11 the food come then the bus also come le isnt tat a waste??hehez..ya..then ytd..hmm..ytd we all had bio until 1++..not tat bad..rush to ps..wanted to watch 13 going 30..coz they all dun think tat bourne supremacy is nice..then later in the end full house..ended up watching open waters..itz not nice!!!itz quite a stupid show..serious!!half the time they r showing the couple being stranded in the middle of the ocean..then later the guy died from excessive loss of blood i think..then the gal..gave up her life by drowning herself..tats the ending..i can understand how she feels..but this kinda ending very unsatisfactory leh..but..i think if i were her rite..i wld swim..look..ur loved ones wun wan u to give up ur life..isnt it so..?giving up after like 1 day..then u wasted the 1 day le..but itz true tat things out in the middle of the ocean r very pessimistic..so u mite nv know..bourne supremacy is definitely better!!hahaz..but cant watch..:(..i wanna watch cinderella story n garfield!!out on 2 sept..which is..tml??argh..but dun think i can watch u know..i tml going to have bio then now i still on chapt 6 onli..still got 200 pages to go..dunno how to survive le..hmm..ytd when i was bathing..i tot u know..coz i was singing..hehez..as usual..u know liang jing ru song?yong qi..?mi n wt were singing tat in the gallery while they dunno doing wad briefing..ehehez.."ai zhen de xu yao yong qi..qu xiang xing hui zai yi qi"..hmm..then i tot the sentence realli very true..a lot of things..we need the courage to do them..hmm..u know..sometimes i simply cant slp at nite..n i dunno y also..then stay up late..until arnd 1..then later open mi door..look outside living rm..then realise mi parents n sis all slp le..left mi alone in the dark..the feeling..very scary..tat kinda feeling..like..u r in the world with a lot of ppl arnd..but no one actualli bothers about u like tat..i know the expression very funny..but it is so..tats y i very scared in the middle of the nite..u know..every nite i go brush mi teeth..then halfway brushing n looking up to the sky searching for stars..i wld close mi eyes..take a deep breath of the nite's air..then..in the end..i will onli find out tat the air at nite..seemed so familar..yet so far..so far..do u know i have the habit of looking up at the clear blue sky..then reaching out for it?coz i feel tat i like so small in the world like tat..hmm..then go back mi rm..dun have the mood to study le..then listening to songs..then go to mi wardrobe..take out a box..the box..looking thru while sitting on mi bed..hmm..bloggie..i seemed to be losing faith in miself le..zhen me ban..?the faith in mi..seemed to have vanished..all i have left..is nth much..but..fear..
